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today went out with lizzy..had a nice time talking with her and josh during lunch time...josh is just like any adults...he never allow us to pay the bill..with the reason we're still students..
he and sherman are the 2 guys i'll recommend girls to go after....they're really nice people...

thanks lizzy for the book oh..and also for lending me your ears..hehe..

sometimes i think i'm recovering extremely fast...but sometimes i feel like i'm just pretending to be fine...feel like i try too hard to reason with myself that i should cheer up...i can think of a lot of reasons why i shouldn't be too sad and get depress..but i'm repeating them too many times..as if i'm not stating them..i am actually convincing myself..i talk a lot when surrounding by people..talk a lot when i'm chatting with him..but it all feels so empty when i'm alone...
i know...i just need time to get used to single life..a life with no love as my life focus...a life which everything is on my own...
and yup..we still chat every day...because i don't see why we should stop contacting..we still love each other...just feel pressurized being couple...maybe..this is a way for him to like me for a longer time...in fact..i feel very relax now when chatting with him..but again..i'm scared that subconsciously i'll take advantage of him..because he's being super nice to me...
strictly speaking..we're not over yet..we just transform our relationship...
thinking about it..lizzy..i think i'm old-fashioned...i don't allow myself to take second glance at other guys when i'm in a relationship..just feel not right to do so..so never have that intention..hehe

mom's birthday coming soon..the ordinary calender one..we're bringing her to i-lotus for dinner..and maybe coffee bean after that...
my mom is sometimes more outgoing than me eh..for me..i'll avoid going to areas like coffee zone on weekend nights..feel like..will be a lot of people..so go next time lah..but for my mom..those are the areas we should go on saturday night..

today i bought 2 more cds..i just bought 3 on monday oh...and i'm still looking for some..
i'm very determined now to save hard..erm..maybe i should say save smart..so i can buy a cd player or something like that which can allow me to listen songs while sleeping..then also wish to go for vacation eh..

mouth is really the best weapon we have...with our mouth..we create a lot of things...i read an interview of fan wei qi...i think she's pretty..and the latest videoclip of her with angela chang...i like that a lot..because feel very comfortable watching it..they sing in a way like they're very enjoying the singing..and they look so natural...but most feedback on that video clip by reporters are the song reflects homosexual relationship...i was like..huh???