bedtime post

supposed to go to bed now..but got something to say before i forget..

*HUGS* mimi..don't worry...that disappointment will only help you improve more next time... ask your sayang to give you more comfort lah...which i'm sure he has done...look at it from a brighter view...life is not perfect..you can't always guarantee you can do perfect job everytime..but you can always make sure you learn from where you trip and fall...plus..you've got the report to pull up your grade right? so it's not that bad ah...so..gambate gudasai~ !!!

hey swait zin..i love the picture on your blog..it's soo lovely...like that violet colour..makes me envy you guys eh can watch such awesome scenery there...take more pictures like that...

and..hehe...thanks Lizzy *hugs* i love you...thanks for approaching me today in the library...makes me feel..erm...comforted...hehe..although it's a bit silly to feel this way..i just can't help it...guess i always think too much and erm...worry too much...it just feel so warm and sweet...because i was a bit listless...i still am though..don't know why..maybe it's sunday yesterday..

the espeed wasn't working for whole day yesterday and today...normally we met on sunday..but yesterday when i can't even chat with him..it worried me...feel so not-connected with him...and it feels hurt to know he's not happy...i want we both to be happy..i want myself to do well in study...or else i'll regret for letting go of the relationship...i want to make that giving up worth..

and i don't feel like telling people that i'm single now..even when people mentioning about my bf...in some ways..i still behave like i'm not single...just don't think i need to change that much...in fact, i don't mind people to think i'm still with him...as long as that person has nothing to do with his parents....
at times..i feel isolated....but i'm doing fine..

i remember i've been eating a lot of chocolate recently...and eating a lot of heavy meals too...but why people still tell me i've slim down..noi even used the word skinny...it makes me feel insecure...like..there's nothing wrong with my body right...as in my health...skinny is definitely not the adjective i'd like to hear on me...

i probably buy nokia 3120...since repairing my phone may cost $100+ so might as well buy a new one...3120 now cost $185..heard my mom said..see lah..

time to sleep..can't delay anymore...have dissection tomorrow..and yet..this time..wednesday is not a holiday...in fact..have a test on that day...hm..busy busy..no wonder i feel tired of studying now...