saturday night..SHE with me

everytime when i watched the concert of SHE..at the beginning, i'll sing and dance along...then when it came to the part where they sing about friendship..like 'mo li', 'always on my mind'...i feel touched...those songs...always remind me of lee shi and mimi...it's like...i know i can just be myself...if anyone hate me for that...i still won't be alone...because i have you two...
maybe i hven't reached the stage when there's really no one else who love me except myself kua..so i can say that..

today i went to school...wish to know what caused the accident that took away wani's life...but i didn't ask...because it's like pointless now to know...because she's gone..so uni feels different to me today...but i know very soon..i'll get over it...we didn't really spend that much time together..hope she could rest in peace..and her family can cope with it smoothly...especially her husband...

everytime..after i heard any severe accidents, it'll make me drive slowly for a while before i start speeding again...but so far..i never go beyond 120...unless emergency....i'm the type of people who like to take their time easily...
human nature yeah...something happen will affect you but you tend to get numb to it after some time...i felt numb..when i saw my father with his 'wife' 2 or 3 days ago...except that i wish they didn't see me...

eversince i broke up with jason...saturday night would be spent at home...watching tv..online..read and sleep...i was thinking to do nail polish..but i'm never good at it..so nevermind...i planned to finish the bio report tonight..but didn't do it...lazy...just collecting some info for my computer project...then that's it...
everyone's out..except the maid...so it's quiet here...
wish to go shopping again...because i didnt buy any clothings or shoes yesterday..but i stock in a lot of instant noodles...as usual...

swait zin..cheer up *hugs*
i don't promise that i can help you with any of your problems...also not that i'll be there for you every time...but i do hope you can feel optimistic about your life...you know..you're luckier than most people...i think people living in brunei are all luckier than other people in other countries..now lah...this year i start to love my country..finally...hehe..

till here lah...time to change to dics 3..night everyone..sweet dreams